24 Jan 2010

journal

A new year had arrived.however, I does not have much hope for this new year. the reason why I said this is because that coming to secondary two means there are more and more works for me to finish.However, I already not very good in managing time, how can I manage my time successfully right now? But, this does means I file for this year, I still have hope for this year,and I still have expect with this year.

First and most important, I want improve my English result.I had said this again and again for many years, however I only saw a little of improvement this two years.And also, I may take higher Chinese in this year,but my English result are around C5---C6.I need work on this to make sure if I take higher Chinese would not be pull down my English result.

Another most important point is that I had become heavier during last school holiday due to my laziness and uneven time for taking meals.I must work on that.I know that it is not easy, but I must do this to keep my healthy.So I would be very grateful if anyone can gave me some ideas.

That's all for my expect for this new year,hope all of this would be done very well in this year.

Homework

My happiness started to seep away after I got my maths exam result.Although I got good result in other subjects, but this still cannot change that the fact I file my maths exam. And most importantly, I cheat during exam and caught by my teacher.
All my friends know, I hate maths. whenever I looking at those numbers and symbols, I would felt very dizzy.Although my maths teacher had given many extra lesson to me, but I still remain the same.I almost never passed my maths before, after a long time, my maths teacher had give me up.
However my parents does not think so. Both of my parents are engineer, their maths are very good,so how come that their child are not good in maths? They always thinking that the reason why I am not good in maths due to the laziness they started to buy many workbooks to let me do.However this may not improve my maths result, it made me hate maths more and more.
My maths result are become worst and worst. The only way to pass my maths exam is to cheat.sadly,this had became my only choice.A day before the exam,I wrote all the mathematical formula on a small piece of paper,then paste it in to my pencil-box.The next day during the exam,I used this to cheat,however, mot much time later, teacher had found something wrong with me,in fact that I was always looking in to my pencil box.She walk to me then took my pencil box away said"what are you looking at?""no nothing."I tried to take my pencil box back,hide the piece of cheat work. however, she saw that piece of paper, then she pulled it out said angrily"what is this! you are cheating in the exam! how dare you! see me after the lesson."she took my exam paper away.I was die of shame,for a moment, my mind was blank,I felt naked and ghastly and vulnerable.Many of classmate looking disdain at me.I only can do,was to sit at my place,wait the lesson end.
Half an hours later, I followed teacher to the stuff office.I had being scolded by that teacher for rest of the day,when I shuffled my feet to home,there was nothing waiting for me excepted the punish from my parents.
After that day, I had never being cheat at any exam.That day had become one of my very personal experience, From this lesson,I learn that study,had no short way, the only way to improve my result is hard work and keep trying,I would never forget this in my whole life.

Homework

To Mdm Tan:
This is my homework, everything I wrote or say does not describe myself in the real world. So please do not misunderstand me. Thank you




Your student
Zhang Chun Yu

16 Jan 2010

Materialism

When we first talk about "materialism", we first think about those pupils who always like shopping. They like shop,whatever they think is good, they will buy it.They do not care whether they need it or not.Some times I am a materialism person.I usually like spend my money on some electronics such as keyboard or mouse.Most of my money are spent on this two items.I love colourful mouse.many of times I just could not stop myself not to buy them.Because of this, my parents had scolded me many times.However,I still did not change untile now.this proublem had troubled for a very long time.I think that nobody is going to save me.
This is the problem that materialism in my life. I stll trying very hard to overcome this problem hope that some day I will be sucess overcome with it.